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It's my life. Year 8/34
Journals & Diaries / by Zoethar
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 October 24th, 2024
...See more I guess I will post here as a way of coping through this tough time for me. My Name doesn't matter but here I am. My depression has started with me since I was 8, I don't think I remember a point of my life during that time were I had a good life. By then I dehydrated myself 2 times due to being bullied at school since I was the easy target. I had my only friend switch schools before then and I was left with targeted gang bully's I would be sent home every week because 6 stories that are the same out weighs me and since nobody stood up for me I could never defend myself. I would be physically assaulted on my way home every day and I would stay home by myself unless I had the courage to go to my one friend's house. I was fearful of my life and never had a good childhood I was cut off from making friends. At Home I would be mentally dependent on my emotional abusive mother as my dad would work all day she would punish me for not making her bed something she refuses to accept that she did to me. She would start to give me the bad habits I have now that have ruined my life like dental hygiene and hoarding/uncleanness. She would stay home and lay on the couch watching movies and my Dad after would would have to clean up after a long day of work. I was repeating grade 2 due to failing from my best friend leaving the year before. This year I developed epilepsy that was classified as "stare syndrome" during this year due to having a old tonka truck whipped at my head. This ruined my future since all I wanted to do in life was be a pilot or a cruise ship driver to escape from my abusive life. My mother would be mentally abusive to me around Xmas sometime in may and before school started as she cannot let go of people's death in her life. As a child I never understood why. By this time I was only 50 pounds. This is the start of me coming out about my depression and my life's story Thank you for reading!
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