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affableFriend1434
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What's the point
Depression Support / by affableFriend1434
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 December 8th, 2018
...See more Every day is a battle. The brief periods of respite I get every now and again are nowhere near enough to even begin to make up for the almost constant agony I'm living in. I'm so lonesome I could cry (and do cry, quite frequently, actually. Take that Hank Williams) I've been single for over seven years now. All around me, my friends are in loving relationships, some are even getting married. Instead of feeling happy for them, all I can feel ist envy and heartbreak. Also, I was diagnosed with ADD year ago and while it explains so FUCKING MUCH, it doesn't stop me from feeling like a useless piece of shit who only makes mistakes whatever I try. There's no reason to believe that things are ever gonna look up again, despite everybody telling me that "my time will come", whatever the fuck that means. I would really like to kill myself but I know that it would break my mom's heart. Then again, I'd probably be too much of a pussy to do it anyway or somehow manage to fuck it up and end up having to spend the rest of my days in physical agony as well. On the plus side, I'm planning on spending most of tonight and this weekend either drunk or asleep or passed out, so: Cheers!
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