agreeableBlackberry1057 Member Profile

...See more After my plan of living fast and dying young ended up changing I find myself confused as to where I am, who I am, and how do I meet people who aren’t afraid of my past or awkwardly tip toe around it. After many bad decisions and one last big move to the south end of the country I ended up in a small highly conservative town where to be invited to house shows or battle of the bands things you had to have been here forever. I’m 31 now happily Married except that I see I depend on him too much for the void my friends used to fill. I kept in contact for awhile but started to feel the strain. Every person I have made a connection with it goes okay at first inevitably though something fro my past comes up and it makes them go Say. It is never me highlighting it or making it a good thing but they don’t want anything to do with It. i have messaged first, asked first, done everything I possibly can to Start friendships but I am not what people want. i have been told I’m too nice they want someone real. But it is me being real. i have terrible anxiety, clasified SMI, I work full time and go school. I crave to support others, and be supported. I misd laughing until my stomach hurts or the feeling when you connect so deeply on a subject. I want a call or text when a friend needs it and to also have someone who will help me when I start unraveling. i am 31 female no kids love music and horror movies!

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