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Advice for MtF hrt plan ?
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by alphea
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 February 13th, 2022
...See more Hello. I'm going by the name Alphea and I want to try she/her pronouns. Anyway, that isn't the reason I'm here. The reason is that I want to start mtf hrt. It's just that I have doubt. I'm not sure I'm trans, agender or non-binary (need more experience) but i'm absolutely sure i'm not cis. But even then, since a few week (when I learned about mtf hrt) I just can't get it off my head. I want to do it. My only doubt about hrt itself is how my family would react to me wanting to "try" mtf hrt. Meaning the change in our relationship dynamics. I would like to say that I have doubt about ending up regretting it, but no. I won't exclude the possibility of ending up regretting but I think that possibly regretting not doing it is worse than possibly regretting doing it. Ah yeah. The only other doubt I have is the size of breast. While i'm sure I want to start mtf hrt, I don't want breast as big as my mom's or sister's. They are either really big, or it's just bias from a family member. I want to add that I'm 15 and that I never heard my family express an opinion about lgbt things, but knowing them, there is high odds they are neutral about and so would react depending mostly on the "quality" of my coming out. Meaning my confidence about it, my work about how you can get mtf hrt, cost and every other information, whether I can answer all of their questions etc... Anyway, I wanted advice to know if my plan to "first experiment a bit more", at most until february holidays, planned initially to wait until I'm 16 in october but each day I'm shortening the time cuz i want to do it sooner, "and then try to get mtf hrt no matter what" is a viable plan or if I should modify it. Thanks for reading me.
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