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amicableJet5919
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I lied to my dad...
Eating Disorder Support / by amicableJet5919
Last post
 March 14th, 2021
...See more Yesterday I lied to my dad about why I got sick...I want to tell him what's going on, but I don't want him to feel as if it's his fault. He battles severe depression as is, so I can't put more on him...I tried telling my mother but she views it as a joke...I feel trapped, like I have no one to help, no one to tell me it's okay, and it makes me feel worse about who I am...I tried eating but I just can't. I don't know why I'm posting this honestly. A cry for help? A cry to just feel accepted and that it's okay, that I'm not messed up because of this, but if anyone reads this and is feeling down as well, I'm here for you, all of you 💛
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Someone help.. (Possible trigger warning)
Eating Disorder Support / by amicableJet5919
Last post
 March 30th, 2021
...See more I don't know if I have Bulimia, but what I've been going through for just over a year keeps getting worse and worse. I eat just fine, then I eat nonstop, and then I feel fat, disgusting and very, very ugly...so I eat less and less until within a few days I'm barely eating, if I am at all. Today all I could manage was 3 mini cucumbers, a few bites of cauliflower, and 2 pizza rolls. Yesterday all I ate was about 6, maybe 7 crackers, not even half a burrito from Taco Bell and maybe 2 nacho fries, but I threw up 3 times, plus another forced 4 times...I feel disgusted by who I am and I don't know why I am this way.. I just want help, I need help. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I'm lead to believe it's Bulimia.
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