Hey :) Whenever you want to give your thoughts, or just share them, or get something off your heart, you're always welcome here. I'll listen and we can look together if we find a signpost that signals, where there could be a path. Sometimes talking about a thing that bothers yoy no matter how "trivial" it might seem, can be the start, to change things all over. Don't worry that it might be too "trivial" - if it bothers you, it's worth talking about it together. I can also bring in years of experience how troublesome life especially with BPD or ADHD can be, and over the years I spent with that persons I gained a deep understanding what's really going on there. Being self-employed in my business life, lets me know a lot about the pain work stress can bring, and fought my way through that. I've been through a lot of other things as well in my life - and you'll always get my full ear and my full empathy and attention to your matter. Always remember: Even when you see only clouds at times, the blue sky is never "gone away" - it's just covered and right behind. And there's always a way to make a hole in the darkest clouds. :)