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From undereating to overeating
Eating Disorder Support / by anappleaday
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 February 20th, 2018
...See more Hi :) I'm new here and trying to get a feel for how this works and some helpful tips some help. My main issue is my weight and I feel like all my negative thoughts of myself stem from it. I'm massive in comparison to my friends and it makes me feel inferior (which is stupid, because I know weight doesn't determine your worth but in our society it kind of does...). I went from being the thin one when I was pre teen, to ballooning when I hit puberty. Then once I started uni I formed a bit of an eating disorder and only ate 1200 cals a day. I managed to lose enough weight to lose my period (Which obviously wasn't ok). However now my outlook on food has completely changed and j just can't stop eating/bingeing. I've gained 15kg within the past two years and I feel absolutely awful. I feel so uncomfortable in my skin but I just can't stop the late bingeing. I go absolutely crazy as soon as I've finished my dinner. To the point where it hurts to breathe. This happens most, if not every, evening. I suppose I'm lookong for all the support/tips I can get...
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