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Anxiety Support / by aquaSummer8891
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 May 10th, 2015
...See more Hello Anxiety forum.  Thanks for taking the time to read this if you choose to do so.  It hasn't been until recently that I've learned about myself that anxiety has always - and may always be a part of my life. In high school I was incredibly depressed and anxious and I was generally misreable until a couple years into college. I honestly thought that it was something that I'd outgrown, because it was more or less under the radar for a little bit.  After school I moved across the country to go live in San Francisco and got insanely lucky to work as a designer as a startup. I felt so blessed and I still do. But every day for three years now has become increasingly difficult.  I can't shed my fears. They're a burden that I carry around with me constantly. I want so desperately to enjoy my life out here, but I feel constantly plagued. As a result I haven't really made any serious friendships out here. Work feels immensely difficult and even toxic at times. I'm constantly afraid and wondering where and what I should be doing with my life. And, the worst part about it is that I've been afraid to talk to anyone about it, it feels like something I should be able to deal with. 
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