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autoclave
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PathStep 137 Compassion hearts21 Forum posts22 Forum upvotes20 Current upvotes20 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2016 Member sinceDecember 23, 2015
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I'm so tired of fighting
Depression Support / by autoclave
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 March 23rd, 2016
...See more I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for most of my life. I've been struggling through grad school so I could get a decent job and try to finally support myself and I feel close to a nervous breakdown. I'm crying all the time, I feel like I'm ruining my GPA. My boyfriend broke up with me for not being more motivated and I don't blame him -- I wish I was those things too. People always tell me how strong I am, how brave and strong and I don't want to be strong anymore. I don't want to have to keep fighting. This is too hard. This hurts too much. Sometimes I think I'm always going to be broken. I wonder if I should just accept it.
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I am proud of myself...
Positivity & Gratitude / by autoclave
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 January 4th, 2016
...See more Because I went after what i wanted, for once. I've been seeing this guy for a while now and I wasn't sure where we stood and even though it really gave me bad anxiety to do so I finally asked him if we could talk about things and define the relationship. It's been a long time since I've liked someone so much and even longer since I've really let myself pursue it. I don't know how this will end up but I'm proud of myself for taking a risk for once. For putting my bets on myself.
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