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blackfluff
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Eating Disorder Support / by blackfluff
Last post
 16 hours ago
...See more Hi idk why I talk about it on here but I touchy it’ll make me feel better to write it down so I suffered from ed since I was a child I am now sixteen and I still make myself throw up every meal I stopped for maybe a year but this afternoon I made myself throw up after drinking a full glass of vodka bcs of free will and dumbness and it made me feel so great like I finally took a breath and the last air atom that I took in my body was 7years ago
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Self-Harm Recovery / by blackfluff
Last post
 August 14th
...See more I don’t really know why I want to get vulnerable in front of all of you but I wanted to talk about this evening . So I’ve been scarifying myself for I think 2 years but I’ve been biting myself since I was 8 (I’m 16) when I wanted to show my emotions because it wasn’t really a thing I would feel comfortable doing in my family not that they were mean to me but I always wanted to not be someone that needed much attention because I feel like my siblings needed it more than I. my parents are always fighting and sometimes( but rarely) it would reach a point of no return where my father had to live somewhere else and my big sis would take me to her room and put a video to distract me or when she was no longer living with us she would come pick me and take me to my other sister’s place . I don’t really know why I talked about all of this while I wanted to talk about a few hours ago , I’m finally getting here . So I’ve been thinking about an event I would attend on Saturday with friends and out of nowhere all of my old habits started to resurface like I cut my thighs until it was covered in blood then I wiped it off with a cloth while pushing hard on it then I opened my Listerine bottle and pour it over my cuts . I guess the story time is done thank you all for reading my thread ♥️♥️ i also wanted to excuse my English I’m actually French and I’m very tired so it may contain a lot of misspelling.
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