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Noni Bot is Offline??
Site Updates / by blueSpring337
Last post
 August 22nd, 2025
...See more Why does Noni not no longer work? I really used to rely on advice from a non human. Because I feel like a burden posting on a community forum sometimes it's nice to speak to an AI. however, No I hasn't been working the last few occasions I've tried. Is Noni coming back? And when approximately?
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Weird off mood, insomnia, missed meals
Depression Support / by blueSpring337
Last post
 August 22nd, 2025
...See more I've been feeling really on edge recently, really deflated, really off, sometimes jittery and emotional, sometimes I don't feel like getting up, sometimes I forget or can't be asked to eat anything for a few days, I'll maybe get up in the afternoon to make a frappe though, I try to branch out and make new friends by joining dnd servers but the ones I've joined I don't feel are clicking for me, I tried to get back into an old hobby (art) but I find myself impatient, although it gives me a temporary sense of pride, I try distracting myself in the evenings because I can't sleep, my brain is too loud at night, by reading manwhas on webtoon. I dunno, this will eventually pass, but I just thought I'd make a post to get it off my chest. I don't know why I can't just feel content, relaxed and happy.
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Motivation to do house chores
Motivation & Accountability / by blueSpring337
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 January 19th, 2025
...See more I've let myself get so behind with housework that I have barely any clean clothes, no clean dishes and everything needs a wipe and vacuum, I could really do with catching up but Ive only ever been known to tidy at the last minute (when visitors are due) and then it ends up being a huge job that takes hours and I usually have to pull an all nighter to finish everything.. It's annoying because I'm going through a bit of a depressive spell (low mood, haven't been able to leave bed for days, loss of apetite, reduced sleep, tiredness), but I also am waiting on an assessment for autism/adhd. Because I struggle to start tasks, get sidetracked mid task or feeling that tasks need to be done thoroughly in the most optimal order, and I also struggle with sensory overload such as the sound of the vacuum anything rough on my hands as I fold clothes, for example. I have ear *** and yellow dish gloves so it's not a valid excuse when I mention sensory concerns. Anyone would say keeping up with housechores is easy, I should do it little and often, and I've tried making a chores rota in the past but I haven't followed through to enact it. I feel awful, and consider myself lazy because I seem to do just fine with doomscrolling on YouTube or reading webtoons, but I can't seem to work up enough motivation to get my housechores done.. And realistically doing them would improve my living situation and self esteem. Anyhow, one way or another I'm going to have to force myself to complete them again as I have visitors due tomorrow afternoon.. But I hope I don't settle back into old patterns afterwards - I feel like a huge loser 😅 On the upside: I'm on Day 3 of my daily 3-5 minute full body workouts. So that's something I can be thankful that I'm trying to form healthy habits. Anyway, it's 2am currently so I'm not sure if what I've written is cohesive or makes sense. Really, I'm just looking for your advice or experiences for how you managed when living on your own, if there is any coping mechanisms particularly if you have depression or autism/adhd. It took a lot to say this in such a public platform, because it doesn't paint a flattering picture of me.. I'm ashamed of my situation and understand others would be able to get it under control a lot quicker. Anyway I'll try to get some sleep now, wish me luck tomorrow!
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