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Weird Fetishes
Relationship Stress / by brightPenny2984
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 June 4th, 2018
...See more I'm 15 year old straight male. I have rather big problem about fetishes. Despite it looks, like I have lots of them, all of them are weird ones and I want to get rid of them if thats only possible. I don't know much about sex. I'm a virgin and everything I know comes from porn and stories I have been told as well as my own imagination. From my sick fetishes I will pick foot fetish as starting one, because this one looks most normal from all of them, at least I think so. I don't actually know, how that one started and I don't really care. I can live with it, but getting rid of it would be cool too. It had that fetish probably before I have seen any pornografic material. It looks, like I was born with it, but it isn't very strong. For example I find so-called foot-jobs totally disgusting. Second of my fetishes will be about ribs. That one came, when I started browsing internet for nudes. I have never found fat people attractive and I have never found anorexians ugly. For some reason if the woman is thinner - she looks better for me. Maybe that doesn't need to fit every erotic thing I watch, but for sure it's one of my fetishes. Third and still quite acceptable of my weird attractions will be so-called watersports (For example girl urinates on you). I don't have any ideas how did I get that fetish, and for how long do I have it unluckily. Now we are starting with really weird things and most normal of them will be fetish to enemas. This fetish evolved from my fetish to scat pornography and I'm happy, that it did (But it seems, like I still have some of that weird old fetish.). My scat fetish came to existence, when I was like 12 or 13. I was watching scat porn because in most of it girls had fully covered bodies. That type of porn was good for me then, because I was thinking, that watching this type of porn doesn't count as a sin. I wasn't watching it really frequently. I did it from time to time and it wasn't going with masturbation. I have started masturbating not even full year ago I think. And my last and most disgusting fetish of all of them will probably be "furry fetish". Yes, FURRY FETISH. In most cases it will be probably counted as weirdest and most inappropiet kind of sexual attraction. I don't know, how long have I got it. Anthro art looks good for me, but only if the characters have body shape of grown-up human woman. I'm extremally disgusted with most of these fetishes. Especially enema, scat and furry. If there is a way. I want to know, how to get rid of them for forever. I want so much to forgot about weird porn, that I have watched and masturbated to. I want to be normal person without or with little amount of fully-acceptable fetishes. I fear, that I have destroyed my whole life by watching porn and I'm really not doing it in very big amouts. Aside from information about curing fetishes I just want to know your true opinion. Can I be counted as normal? Am I really as weird as I think? I can't laugh at anybody now. Everyone seems to be so normal and fine. Only I seem to stand out and be weird. I have never told anyone about my fetishes, but I feel really big need now. I want to know your thoughts about me. No matter polite or harsh. If you have readen this whole thing - write something under it. Anything. I'm feeling very bad. I have now two weeks of time free from school and I have already spent my first week nearly only on thinking, how weird am I. Again - please, write response. Any kind of it.
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