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brightThinker8130
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i don’t understand
Relationship Stress / by brightThinker8130
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October 9th, 2021
...See more my boyfriend broke up with me about a week ago he said that he was too busy and he couldn’t even see his friends and he couldn’t handle a relationship if we couldn’t talk or see each other he cried the whole time but when i tried to be near him he pushed me away he said it’ll be easy for me to move on and that i deserved a lot better at the start of the relationship i told him i needed a person i could depend on and he promised he could give that to me so maybe that’s what crushed him that he couldn’t keep that promise but i have a feeling there’s something he didn’t tell me and i don’t know if he actually cared or not at the end he didn’t want to leave me on my own and wanted to take me home but i wanted to break things off better than that and i tried to kiss him and he broke down completely and didn’t let me kissed me on the forehead and left me on a park bench i don’t know what to do we haven’t talked since when i saw him he pretended not to see me but he looked crushed even though i was ok i would have had no problem talking to him i really fucking miss him
honestly i’ve been trying to not let the negativity get to me but it’s just too hard
Anxiety Support / by brightThinker8130
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November 20th, 2020
...See more i literally worry about things every single damn day. but it's too much for me the more i've grown the more things i've started to worry about and honestly at this point i feel like it's basically just making my life horrible. lmao i worry about ANYTHING and to be honest i don't even know if i can get out of it at this point it's just too much. im so scared about where my life is going because i can see how it's going now and i don't want it to stay like this and as i said i have no idea at all how i'll get out of it, unless magically something solves one of my worries and gradually everything else starts to click but lol i know that probably won't happen. the people around me won't listen to me either i feel like i'm never heard and it fucking sucks. oh and you might say well then find other people I HAVE my god i promise you i have but it's always just the same cycle basically. people let me down most of the time i usually give people too much credit and it really makes you stop trying in the end. and i'm also quite shy and i think i have social anxiety so it's not like i can change things just like that. what the fuck am i supposed to do AND THEY SAY HIGHSCHOOL IS THE BEST TIME OF YOUR LIFE LOL WTF people really stress me out and i really stress myself out
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