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bubbleCurrent2232
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PathStep 26 Compassion hearts49 Forum posts9 Forum upvotes12 Current upvotes12 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2021 Member sinceMarch 28, 2018
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Thank you for the memories xo
Relationship Stress / by bubbleCurrent2232
Last post
 May 30th, 2020
...See more (censored name as I'd like to remain anonymous) Dear F****, There is not an day that goes by that I don't relive the beauty of our innocent childhood. I don't remember a time where I didn't feel safe with you or comfortable being me. You loved every flaw, every laugh, whether I be sick or in health. You sat with me when I cried and vice versa. You piggybacked me home from primary school, sat with me when I grazed my knee and stood up to all my bullies. I still see your laugh and your smile, supporting me in every venture. But, I became blinded. Taken of our innocence, we were torn like Romeo and Juliet, families at war. We watched one another grow in silence, always guardians through thick and thin. You saved me many times without my knowledge. Poisoned, I believed the rumours about you. I didn't understand your love for me. When you told me and my family, it felt strange. Nothing was the same and we were once more separated, though cursed to see one another daily. I decided I would make you hate me for I didn't want to break your heart. I was protecting you, scared that if I let myself feel I would cause you great pain. Wel, now I'm feeling. You weren't my first kiss, but you were my first love. As I watch you from afar everyday, loving someone else and yet knowing with all my heart that you still hold affections, I die a little inside. You taught me how a woman should be treated, how I should be cherished and loved. So this is my thank you.
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Anxious overload about doctors
Anxiety Support / by bubbleCurrent2232
Last post
 January 24th, 2020
...See more Ive always suffered with anxiety but this week I found another lump in breast area (this time it's really painful) and the doctor bluffed me off asking me to come back in a week if pain persists even though she felt another lump that I had not realised was there and sorta went hmm that's one you didn't know was there huh and then proceeded to ignore it . 4 days later and I'm in agony. My arm aches like hell too and my collarbone chest area is so swollen. I know it's probably benign like the other one was (and the painful ones probably a cyst) but I really won't rest until I go back next week. I'm too anxious to wait but too scared to make another appointment and be moaned at by my doctor. I feel like I'm being so stupid and everyone's convincing me I'm playing on the pain but I'm really not. I mean I still have to work as I don't get paid when I'm sick and I'm trying to keep it together but I haven't stopped feeling anxious in weeks.
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