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cammyleigh123
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts76 Forum posts38 Forum upvotes57 Current upvotes57 Age GroupTeen Last activeOctober, 2026 Member sinceOctober 2, 2026
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hi all!!

I'm cammy! I like drawing, reading, watching films, and fashion!!

my favourite color is pink and I like cute things!!

my favourite music artists are mitski, tv girl, and Alex g!!

my pronouns are she/they, but any pronouns work!!

here to work on my body image and eating disorder struggles!! feel free to hang around and chat if u want!! >_<

new to this site so tell me if I'm doing anything wrong!! (be nice tho, I'm sensitive lol!!)


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I miss my dad (tw incarceration, drug use)
General Support / by cammyleigh123
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 2 days ago
...See more my dads been in and out of prison since I was 7 years old and even before that he had shared custody so it wasn't like he was a major part of my life but I miss him so much and it hurts so bad.  I know he chose drugs over me. but I cant help but cry every time he calls because he calls me everything he used to say when I was little and for a moment it feels like he's there and he's my dad again and not just some voice over the phone.  I miss him so much and I'm trying not to cry while writing this. but its complicated because what do I really miss about him? I barely remember my childhood so what is it I want??  I think I just want him there? I guess? just to have a father figure and a parent who shows affection. my mom doesn't like really showing affection and her boyfriend is just.. there. he doesn't want to be a dad and he doesn't try to act like one.  idk why I'm writing this out of nowhere. he hasn't even called today its just.. blahh.  I feel entitled for saying I wish I had a dad because I DO its just.. he's not there. and it hurts. I should be used to it. I'm 14 now. I'm gonna be 15 soon. I need to get over it and I'm too old to want a super loving parent again. but I just feel so jealous of all the other girls that still have that. I just want my dad back. but I'm not gonna get him back until I'm in my 20s to 30s. I feel like I got something stolen from me. I just want to feel loved. I miss my dad so much.  tangent over. advice welcome if you feel like it :) if not I understand and its ok to skip :)
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anybody else just... love being gay
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by cammyleigh123
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 4 hours ago
...See more idk like I'll be doing smth and remember "wait I'm LESBIAN... I CAN DATE WOMEN..." and I get stupidly happy about it like omg I'm lesbian yayy
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INTRO POST BECAUSE I FORGOT TO MAKE ONE >_
Newbie Hub / by cammyleigh123
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 44 minutes ago
...See more hi all :) I'm cammy!! my pronouns are she/they, but any pronouns work!! my favourite colour is pink, my favourite food is either cupcakes or strawberries (I have a big sweet tooth), and my favorite animal is a whale shark!! I don't have any pets but I really want an apple head Chihuahua because I think they're very cute :) I'm a lesbian so LGBT+ people are welcome and loved on my acc!! homophobic people are not :( I have a big special interest in dc!! batman specifically. riddler is my favourite rogue!! I also like pink girly things and I'm probably gonna post a lot about that lol. I like being silly and having fun!! I also really like drawing, music, writing and reading!! I am open to making friends ^^ xoxo!!
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special interests are so weird
ADHD Support / by cammyleigh123
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 2 days ago
...See more no bc wdym my new therapist knows more about the riddler than me... is this just me or others as well lol
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am i just lazy? (tw for disordered eating + lack of self care)
Eating Disorder Support / by cammyleigh123
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 16 hours ago
...See more ive been counting my calories a lot and my mom and her boyfriend (I call him my stepdad bc he's been with her since I was 7) both know and kinda make fun of it.. like my stepdad'll make comments like.. idk here's an example "ugh that cake was so good I regret it so bad" "well you know what they say, food tastes better the second time around haha" "what?" "binge n' purge n' binge n' purge" (he kinda chanted it?? it was weird.. so he knows and then he says stuff like that and then he'll see me counting calories at the store and he's like "it's be so much easier to lose weight if you weren't so lazy" and then other times he'll poke me in the stomach.. and then he has a Google tablet by the dinner table and it cycles through a bunch of family photos and I just want to cry every time I see a picture of myself on it and I've said that a lot and then I said it again last week and he was like  "yeah.. I was gonna take those down but then I was like "nah" so I kept them up." "oh. can you pretty please take them down?" "nope. its good motivation" idk if I'm being sensitive or not.. advice is welcome and appreciated :)
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just a rant about my body image I guess :/
Eating Disorder Support / by cammyleigh123
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 18 hours ago
...See more so idk how to really vent.. I'll try my best tho I'm not really diagnosed with any eating disorders, so forgive me if I used the wrong tag!! I just want to stop.. idk, hating my body? I cant stop staring at myself in the mirror and focusing on the way I look. its to the point where I cant stop thinking about my body and calorie intake. I'll fast until dinner some days and then just sleep so I don't feel hungry and then whenever I'm around food I just eat and eat and I feel so guilty about myself after...  Im 14 so that might be why? I know I'm very hormonal at this age, but it doesn't feel normal to hate the way my body looks this much... the issue is I don't really want to get better... I know its bad but I feel so bad whenever I weigh myself and I haven't lost anything and I feel so good when I have. my BMI is 32 which makes me overweight and it feels like it cant be that bad of a habit if in the long run I am losing weight. I know that's not a good way to think at all, but I just don't want to look at myself and cry anymore. I want to wear clothes I like without feeling ashamed of myself and I want to go out in public without feeling humiliated.  I want to stop getting confused for a boy. I want to be thin and I want people to call me pretty. I just want to be happy with the way I look. I just don't want to ruin every family photo I'm in by looking like a sumo wrestler compared to everyone else.  I'm okay with my torso, but my legs and arms are what I really hate. I just want to feel pretty and be pretty. I just feel so gross inside myself like I'm trapped in a big fat suit and it makes me want to cry.  if you read all this, thank you :) sorry a lot of it was rambling nonsense. any advice or support is appreciated!! xoxo
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any dc fans? >-
TV & Movies / by cammyleigh123
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 2 days ago
...See more hi all!! I'm a super big dc fan!! (batman specifically!! but I also like a bit of superman and wonder woman ^^) and I'm wondering if anyone wants to just yap about comics and films!! here are my favourite dc films and comics!! Batman beyond: return of the joker batman forever Gotham (the 2014 show!! riddler is my favourite ^^) the Batman 2022 superman 2025 I'm also planning on seeing clayface when it comes out!! also I'm ok with spoilers so if anyone has seen a Batman film they thought was good and want to recommend, feel free to tell me everything about it!! xoxo
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questions from a teen girl :1 (tw!! body image issues + poor self care)
Women's Issues / by cammyleigh123
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 2 days ago
...See more hi all! my name is cammy and I'm a freshman in highschool! just joined this site so please tell me if I'm doing it wrong!! I just have some questions for older girls as I don't really have an older female compass in my life and I'm trying to get my footing and understand the world or something?? idk. um, I'm just gonna get right into it I guess.  my first question is do people really not care about the way you look? it feels like every time I go somewhere I feel like people are just looking at my body and judging the way my clothes fit, the way my hair looks, ect. its just so stressful going out in public when it feels like a humiliation ritual or something. I don't want to feel like this and it makes my life a lot harder not knowing if my brain is tricking me or if I'm right and people are actually staring at me. its gotten to the point where I just wont leave the house for anything other than school because I'm scared people are gonna look at me and judge my body.  my second question is does life get easier when you're older? do you really stop thinking of what other people think of you or is that just what they say in movies? I know the responsibilities part of getting older gets harder and that's not a lie but does all that cheesy stuff they say in films have some truth to it? my third question is probably not a good question and it might be triggering for others with bad body image so please be warned!!  but I just have to know, do you get thinner as you get older? like do you drop weight easier? this si probably a bad way to think, and I know that, but I just have to get the truth. idk.  if you read all of this, thank you!! xoxo
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