Hello! Glad you're getting help. If you feel like you want or need it, and you haven't already done so, I encourage you, if possible, to seek help from a psychiatrist/psychologist/therapist. Regardless, I will do my best to listen to you for whatever you need. I am entering a BS Psychology Honours degree in university, and taking that as a pre med. I will most certainly lend an ear to anyone who wants it, but I am more experienced when it comes to major depressive disorder, borderline personality disorder, eating disorders, suicidal ideation or actions, self harm of any form, gender and sexuality problems, and familial problems. Send me a message anytime, and take care.