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I'm an open honest and caring person who tries to always go the extra mile for everyone.
I've suffered through depression & anxiety, disability and an emotionally abusive relationship. I keep going despite wanting to give up and you can too! 

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Soulmate
Relationship Stress / by compassionateSmiles4592
Last post
 October 2nd, 2019
...See more I've spent my life always been blamed for other people's issues, even my own family treated me like a second class person. I thought I didn't deserve happiness would never find my soulmate & spend my life alone. Then 6 years ago you came in to my life treated me like a princess made me feel like I was important and deserved to be happy. For 2 years it was amazing then we had several miscarriages and I watched you leave us a little bit at a time. I was miserable and needed you, you were depressed and instead of it bringing us closer together it drove us apart. Little did I know that was the least of our problems. Then to get away from your pain you chose drugs. For 4 desperate years I tried to help but you changed in to someone I never thought you would, an emotional, mental and financial abuser. For me things started to become clearer when I had my heart attack at 34 year's old and instead of your love & support you made it all about you. Your pain your fear using it as an excuse to do drugs. Even after that I gave u chance after chance after chance. You drained me of all hope, made me feel like the worst person in the world and left me in debt with nothing I didn't even have what most people do a tv a mobile phone yet you still drained me dry of money emotion and affected my mental health to the point I no longer wanted to be here! Yet you still couldn't see my pain, the consequences of your actions. I loved you with all my heart and all I got back was nothing!
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My partner wants & doesn't want help with his drug addiction!
Addiction Support / by compassionateSmiles4592
Last post
 March 13th, 2020
...See more I'm so confused, my partner says one thing and his actions say another. I feel like I'm in a hurricane, I never know what to do. I want to be supportive but not enabled him. Theres such a fine line between that I often find myself wondering if it will ever end. I'm at the point now I want the relationship to be over but cant seem to get away and part of me doesn't want to because I remember the man I fell in love with & just want him back. I live with Jekyll and Hyde on a daily basis. Does anyone else find themselves in this situation?
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