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creativeGrapes6361
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I'm a socially awkward loser who can't do anything right. My favorite book is the Savage God by A. Alvarez (trigger warning is a book about suicide)


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My mom's a liar and my Sister abusive
Relationship Stress / by creativeGrapes6361
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March 2nd, 2024
...See more My mom has always prefered my sister she always called me fat said that I needed to cover my self with a sheet caused no clothes fitted me an that my *** were so big I needed to rolled them up. She actually caused my bulimia and I lost several teeth. Anyway she changed her tune when I started to work and give her money I actually gave her my entire paycheck and she told me "I love you so much" "I don't care about your sister only about you" But when covid hit I lost my job and have to settle for one that pays much less. My sister went to the capital to study and that when things got ugly she started asking me for money I gave her $1000 US in one week and again I don't make much after finding out she lied about what she needed the money for I told her that I would'nt give her another cent. She started to hide the food and to accusse me of stealing from her. I onced bought her a sandwich and she said I stole her money in order to buy it. She accused me of having stealing money, jewels, liquor even clothes. The only thing I still gave her money was to pay the gas and I found out after a month of cold showers that she closed the Hot water for me and only used it for her. I confronted her and she said it was the plumber which is the flimsiest lie anyway she got ill for not eating and drinking enough water and I went to the doctor with her I spent 12 hours on the ER and told her that if she wanted me there she would have to come clean about all the líes she said about me to my sister and she told me "yeah sure" I was mad but I didn't go anywhere then my sister came and I went home. I called my mom and sister 10 times a day and they blocked my number. One day I mustered up the courage and asked my sister how was my mom, she was very rude and told me that "she didn't have to tell me anything" I tried every mean to reach my mom even fb and *** and nothing. Today some Men got inside my house and started moving my mom's bed I locked myself inside my bedroom and when they were off I asked my sister "What's going on?" And she started insulting me calling me a friendless jobless loser telling me that she reported me for elder abuse and that I was no longer her sister I tried to talk to her but she kept insulting me telling me that she was gonna seized my house, she was really agressive I really thought she was gonna hit me. I don't know what to do
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