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Difference between psycosis and schizophrenia
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by creatureoflight22
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 May 29th, 2022
...See more Lately I've been seeing things out of the corner of my eye and hearing things that aren't there. I also have really tough times deciphering reality from fiction, I've heard about some of the differences between these two disorders but how can I tell which I have? I am unable to see a professional about this for the moment.
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Aromatic or traumatized??
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by creatureoflight22
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 April 20th, 2022
...See more I'm asexual and I don't really get crushes but I want so badly to be in love. I've had crushes but they all end when they hint at being attracted to me, I have no clue how I feel. I've had bad experiences before so maybe its just that?? Its hard to tell because I don't like anyone around me enough to get crushes on them and don't meet any new people so I really don't know if I'm aromatic or if I just don't like the people around me
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Was this sexual assault?/ my story
Trauma Support / by creatureoflight22
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 April 20th, 2022
...See more Im about to tell my story of what I think was sexual assault, two stories to be exact, please tell me what you think this could be classified as I dont know what to classify them as. Story 1: When I was 9 I started riding the bus home from school, I was in fourth grade and I made a friend on the bus named Tyler. I had also just gotten a phone so I was being exposed to a lot of sexual content, and thought I needed to act like all the other kids on the bus which was just to make sexual jokes and stuff. Thats when I met Tyler, he would make really sexual jokes towards me and I would laugh it off because I was glad to be getting attention from a guy and because I had made a few jokes too and I figured I would be a hypocrite if I didnt endure his jokes. Eventually it progressed to him saying " Im gonna rape you girl" and touching me in ways I didnt feel comfortable, still I tried to laugh it off because I was too far deep to tell him to stop now. Then I meet Tylers friend, Noah. Noah sat near us on the bus and would join in the sexual jokes. I found myself stuck in one seat with both of them from time to time, Tyler on one side and Noah on the other, while they described how they planned to rape me and would touch me in sexual ways I didnt feel comfortable with. Eventually I decided I wasnt going to let them do that and tried to distance myself, fast forward to one day on the playground and me and a friend of mine named Abby were playing on the baseball field. I see Tyler and warn her to keep her distance and told her what he did to me, she went and told a teacher. The teacher calls me over and asks me if Tyler said something to me, im almost in tears because I was so scared my parents would find out and I would be in trouble. I tell her yes and she proceeds to ask why I didnt tell the bus driver or another teacher, I told her I dont know, she ends up saying it must not be true then and sends me on my way. But it did make Tyler stop which I am thankful for. Please share your thoughts, Ive never told anyone these stories because Im not sure if I should classify it as assault or just creepy guys.
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Ways to cope?
Trauma Support / by creatureoflight22
Last post
 April 20th, 2022
...See more Do yall have any ways you've found work when trying to cope with oversexualizing yourself due to sexual trauma? Like everytime I meet someone I find myself oversexualizing myself even though I'm asexual and it hurts, it makes me resent them, and it makes the memories come back. I've run out of things to try
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