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Depression Support / by crimsonEast4639
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 January 31st, 2024
...See more trigger warnings- Depression is kind of new to me. I’ve always had anxiety and panic attacks but never depression like this. I’m 35 and still feel like a child. I can’t even take care of myself. I can’t make my own food, I never leave the house I feel like a burden on my significant other. I don’t have any friends and a very small family (1 brother 1 sister). I feel doom and gloom most days and social media has become very depressing. It seems like everyone is depressed there. I lost my dad two years ago and he was our only parent. I’ve always had healthy anxiety but that amplified it. I have no idea what to do. Depression is a weird one that’s for sure
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I don’t know where to begin
Trauma Support / by crimsonEast4639
Last post
 February 1st, 2024
...See more Possibly trigger warnings- But I’ll start here. Ever since the start of Covid I’ve barely left my house. I don’t leave my house. I have no friends and almost no family. I don’t have a lot of support and it feels so lonely and isolating. I hate talking about my problems and I feel like a burden to my significant other. He never makes me feel that way but the amount of guilt I have for being a recluse bothers me. We used to be so outgoing but now I’m afraid of everything. I’ve always had health anxiety but it’s gotten worse as I got older. I’m 35 I feel like I shouldn’t be like this at my age. I feel like a little kid who can’t take care of myself. I do t know what to do. Depression is a new thing for me but anxiety has always been here. Depression makes me lose my appetite, makes me lay around all day, stay up all night and it gives me anxiety because I want to feel better but I can’t. I’m lost.
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