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Cognitive problems despite the young age
Depression Support / by damocle
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 December 23rd, 2019
...See more It is very disturbing. It's difficult for me to recall the right word. For example, I can remember a story, but can't find out who is this story about. That happens all the time. I read a lot and forget all that I've read very soon. I forget to even those things that I've been emotional about. I can't recall even the simple things that I've studied in a school as well. I am very, very absentminded: I am someone who can get on the bus and go in the opposite direction for a while. All that happens even though I will be only 19 soon. I can certainly say that my memory was much better, as well as my willpower. My depression started about more than 2 years ago, triggered by the huge stress in my life. Also, I have a schizoid personality disorder (been diagnosed as a schizotypal, but I think I have not enough symptoms for this one). I have a lot of problems, but being not able to study is the most disturbing for me. I lose my motivation when I try to study something new and just forget everything. Now I am not in school nor at the university nor do I work, and I am extremely lonely. Add to this that I have problems with the law (drugs) and chances are I will go to jail. I still have hope. I hope that I will be able to study again and become a scientist. I hope that I
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