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decisivePineapple8597
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Trauma Support / by decisivePineapple8597
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November 22nd, 2025
...See more You are the reason The reason I don’t like my reflection A mirror was a lesson That an angle changes  to an inspection As I stand full I could never feel more empty My fear was so cruel Your threats were mighty A bath to make me clean To wash away your bad deeds I wish I could put up a smoke screen Instead my heart bleeds
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Stalking
Trauma Support / by decisivePineapple8597
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November 21st, 2025
...See more What do you see Do you see I’m scared Do you know I want to flee No your mind is impaired I am tense as bone I know you are watching Standing still as a stone I can tell that you are hiding You think no one can see Yet people see straight through Will I ever feel free Please come to my rescue No I stand frozen In the past I was forgotten And now my safety is stolen Will I ever get any protection
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Trauma Support / by decisivePineapple8597
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November 21st, 2025
...See more This is my way of telling my story I knew you where ashamed I never sore your eyes Was it that you were afraid Or did it feel like a disguise Suffocated by your weight on my chest The only Breath was full of dust From a blanket over my head as I lay undressed Felling worthless and discussed Where I lay is cold on my skin Crushed against concrete Pushing ice within Frozen with defeat Every feeling of hopeless Was smothered in grossness I believe you are boneless For all I see is darkness
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Hearing voices
Trauma Support / by decisivePineapple8597
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October 21st, 2023
...See more I don’t believe I hear voices. But I do hear memories repeated in my mind that feel real like I hear them from behind. I also hear scream that sound like a full blown conversation but I can’t make out a word and my head hurts and turns to a headache. does anyone have this experience?
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