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dynamicField7728
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@wishmakerYuki
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 May 20th
...See more Yuki are you okay?
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@wishmakerYuki
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 May 19th
...See more Hiii
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@wishmakerYuki
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 May 15th
...See more Happy birthday yukiiii!!!!
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@wishmakerYuki
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 May 13th
...See more Hi yuki it's been a while
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I think I understand my mom and I can't help but feel bad for her
Depression Support / by dynamicField7728
Last post
 May 7th
...See more Yesterday, a huge argument between the family happened, which resulted in my mom and dad about to divorce soon. This event was painful enough, I do not like my mom, she is emotionally unstable and emotionally abusive at times, but when we made up after the argument, I couldn't help but finally see her but who she is. She is unstable and neglectful, yes, but I see a woman who had a rough upbringing and a hellish life as a mom and wife to a husband and kids who don't love her, and she just wasn't prepared for it all. This realization hit me hard, I'm currently struggling with everything and I get her, it's hard when no one is on your side and you have unresolved mental health issues. Life sucks and it's unfair for the both of us. I pretty much see myself in her and can imagine going through what she has to go through. It's wrong to say this, but my mom put me and my siblings through some stuff, but regardless I'm the only one who still loves her and understands her. I carry guilt for joining in on the argument that resulted in the divorce happening, and I wish it didn't have to be this way. Nothing has happened yet and I'm just worried about what will happen. But I'll say this about my mom just to get this off my chest: Mom, I'm sorry for all the pain you endured during your childhood, and in current times. I wish you could've experienced a better life than this. I hope you stay safe and find someone who will love you forever. However, I still want to be in your life, with you in mine as well. Even though you've had your moments, I still love you regardless, and you've done your part as a mom. I hope to experience a new beginning with you as your daughter, as I know there will be changes coming. I hope this change results in you finally experiencing happiness and relief from a life you were not ready for, and I will always love you forever no matter what. I love you so much mom, be safe and take care.
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I'm a failure and life is getting worse
Depression Support / by dynamicField7728
Last post
 May 5th
...See more I can't even get a job, I've searched everywhere. On top of that, my parents are getting divorced. I feel like life hates me and wants me to suffer.
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@wishmakerYuki
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Last post
 May 8th
...See more My parents are getting divorced
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@wishmakerYukj
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 May 4th
...See more My parents are getting divorced
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