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eiv0284
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Depression Support / by eiv0284
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 September 8th, 2020
...See more Not going into much detail, but it (ya know) gets worse when I have nothing to do, which is the same for most people Im guessing. How do you pass hours and hours of time every day? I dont have the choice to sleep in unfortunately, and I havent been able to fall asleep early in the past 4 years. Lately, I cant sleep before 2 AM. I am in a sport of sorts and there are 4 classes a week, but they are later in the day and only last 1-2 hours. Im trying to figure out some way to waste time without thinking of the wrong things nonstop or doing something stupid because I let myself sit undistracted for too long. I count down hours every day until I have class (which I love, but doesnt actually help with what Im feeling), and after class or on days I dont have class, count down hours until I can sleep. I know keeping track of time doesnt help, but I cant do anything. I dont have any energy and I want to keep myself from doing the wrong things.
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