Im 15 years old, my preferred name is Kai, im Pansexual and Genderfluid. Im single. Im a Therian, a furry, emo, and an ambivert. My favorite music artists are Eminem, Billie eilish, tx2, juice wrld, Lil peep, and more. I like Sketching, making kandi, listening to music, walking, going to the park, and more. I've been unmotivated, lonely, and depressed lately and for years, but it's gotten worse. Im trying to find new friends. Im diagnosed with major depressive disorder, anxiety, and ptsd. I think I have, but undiagnosed, trust issues, anger issues, insomnia, adhd, and/or autism. Im more of a visual learner. My favorite colors are black, red, and blue. Im a bit indecisive. I have suicidal thoughts and I have trouble with selfharm. I take THC gummies when i have them, I sometimes smoke and/or drink, and I vape everyday. I also think i might have some kind of eating disorder but im not sure, my appetite is different everyday, some days I don't eat, some days I can eat a lot, and a lot of days I accidentally overeat, so idk. I have no friends, I feel very lonely.