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...See more I was really hesitant to reach out in the Internet because I am only fourteen. But I figured that this was a safe space for teens too. I've been sexually assaulted multiple times in school by a male teacher (45yr). He was my mother's classmate when they were in first grade all the way up to tenth, so they naturally still knew eachother and were friends on socials. He taught my sister's class for four years before he began teaching mine. She was an excellent student in that subject and always, without miss, got the highest marks. She adored that man because he was like the father we never had. (We had a frequently absent dad). Nothing similar had happened to her, so even she was hesitant to believe me. I didn't try to desperately convince her and I told her to never speak about it to our parents or anyone else. The assaults started happening for the first time in mid May (around 14th) and it happened for the last time on June 4th. I told my sister on May 22nd. She pressured me into telling my parents on June 6th. They kept asking me questions, interrogating me like I was some sort of criminal until I cried. They snapped at me when I couldn't come up with answers to all their questions and had an argument in front of me, not that it ever surprised me. It's been so long now. My parents reported it to the police even when I told them to not. Not like my words ever meant anything to anyone. The teacher, he already lied so many times saying he would have never done such a thing and I was the pervert. That I had kept suggesting and asking inappropriate things. He told students that I had asked him to touch me but he had rejected. Now I have to go to court on October 5th with no evidence besides my trauma. I still feel his hands on me, all the time. And I'd be lying if I said I didn't have thoughts of freeing myself from this misery. I can't look at my body in the mirror without being disgusted. I can't wash his touch off no matter how hard I try.

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