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fearlessLemon1054
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Destructive thoughts
Depression Support / by fearlessLemon1054
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 October 29th, 2016
...See more I am experiencing incredible depression and sadness this year at college and I'm having some pretty destructive thoughts about it. I am honestly scared because lately I've been thinking about hurting myself or that there's no point in doing any of this and that I should end it. usually when I'm sad here I go home which is only an hour away, but my parents are getting separated so home isn't a sanctuary anymore. I feel trapped in this place and I don't know what to do.
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Old habits coming back
Depression Support / by fearlessLemon1054
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 September 21st, 2016
...See more So I've had the most incredible and joyous summer of my life. Everything seemed to have been moving in an incredibly forward and positive motion, but at the end of this month I have to return to school, which is a place that really makes me unhappy and where my depression is at its most severe. I can already notice that I don't want to eat, I feel on the verge of tears all day, and my anxiety is really terrible right now just knowing I have to go back there. I'm not really sure how to cope. I just feel really at a loss as to how I can prevent myself from feeling as depressed as I did last semester. I don't want to fall back into my old destructive habits.
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Worried
Eating Disorder Support / by fearlessLemon1054
Last post
 March 23rd, 2016
...See more I'm not sure if this is the right place to discuss this or if I would even call it an ED, but I could use some help. I haven't wanted to eat for the past month. The thought of food makes me feel sick, and I constantly feel on the verge of being ill. When I try to eat, I can only stomach very little before my body wants me to stop. The desire to eat is totally non existent for me these days. I've lost A LOT of weight in the past month and I'm scared for my health. I used to eat plenty, but the feeling of wanting to eat does not exist for me anymore. should I seek medical help or are there things I can do to help this habit?
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Sick To My Stomach
Relationship Stress / by fearlessLemon1054
Last post
 March 13th, 2016
...See more Since my devastating breakup last month, I've been finding it incredibly difficult to eat. Every time I think about eating a meal, or actually DO make the attempt, I feel like I could vomit. I feel constantly sick to my stomach and it's affecting my health. I've lost more weight in the past month than I ever have before, not because I want to, but because the thought of eating makes me physically ill. Has anyone else experienced this? Any tips on feeling better or helping this sick feeling?
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