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funnyTriangle1153
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Depression Support / by funnyTriangle1153
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 October 15th, 2016
...See more I'm so tired of feeling like this. i have so much to be thankful for. I've come so far, but I still find myself in this dark place. Frustrated, sad, crying all the time. I don't tell anyone for the sake of feeling vunrable. Theres times I feel like giving up, not in a way where I'd take my own life. Even though it has crossed my mind many times. I would never leave the people who love me behind. I don't want to leave my bed or be around anyone. I want to cry and sleep. Ive been through horrible things, yeah? Who hasn't. I'm tired of feeling hopeless.. some times the days get better and I feel alive again and thankful. It's like the world is brighter and the happiness I feel is incredible. But it always comes back, these feelings. The darkness, the pain, the losing people around me. Ive never spoke to anyone really in true form. Sorry for rambling. It's a lot of feelings that I don't know how to sort out. Ive made an appt with a counselor, I know I need help. Who knows if I'll actually go through with it.. my self destructiveness always seems to win.
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