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generousA611
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Relationship Stress / by generousA611
Last post
 September 1st
...See more I am bisexual and always knew I was bi. I’ve had crushes on women but have not been in a relationship with one because they didn’t feel the same and saw me as a friend so I only really have dated men. Some time in college I met this girl who I was falling for HARD, but she was in a relationship and around the same time I was also going through some personal things that I ended up isolating myself and just being very closed off with everyone. I also was not seeing her as much since she played sports , lived on campus ( I was a commuter) and was taking different classes than me. We graduated but recently I saw her again at my work and I felt everything that I once felt for her rush over me , we talked for a bit but had to go back to work. Now , I’m recently engaged , and I am feeling very conflicted on why I am having such strong emotions towards her when I saw her that day and I have not stopped thinking about her. Am I reminiscing of what I should have done back then ? Am I just reliving the feelings I had for her back then and wondering what could have been? Why can’t I stop thinking about her right now ? As much as I try to find an explanation for my feelings , I can’t and all I want is to see her again. I know no one will know the answer except for me ( hopefully soon ) but I just need advice and opinions.
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Depression Support / by generousA611
Last post
 May 27th, 2023
...See more Im so tired of feeling like this everyday . I recently ended my relationship because I have done things I regret and I know they deserve a much better partner than me. I don’t know who I am or what kind of person I am anymore. I don’t know what I like , what my hobbies are , I just feel so lost and confused. I want to be happy. I want to change my habits. I want to know why I did certain things in my relationship all of the sudden that I never thought I would do years ago. I want to do better. But I’m just so tired. I’m so sad that sometimes I just wish I can sleep for many days to not worry about anything. How can I start ? Where can I start? How do I become better ?
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