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generousBunny8841
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Anxiety about my doctors appointment
Anxiety Support / by generousBunny8841
Last post
 October 28th, 2021
...See more Hi I feel really anxious right now. Over the past almost two years I've been getting medication for asthma. Because of so much drama between my parents when I was younger I apparently have two insurances which is great to know that I am covered but I'm solving issues that should have been solved when I was younger and its quite frustrating. When I ask them they either don't know or they might say one or two things and they might be helpful. So over this time I built so much stress and worry because I at times have had panick attacks bc I may not get my meds just bc of the confusion of the insurances. I recently turned 21 so I was automatically off of one of them, which I was happy about... at first. The doctor I had with insurance I got off of was better for me than the one that I am still with. The one I am still with honestly doesn't even believe in medicine. He advised me to not get vaccines and the only thing he was comfortable with telling me to get was this expensive af water and offered me some program he has at his office oh and detoxing.... my mom introduced me to him and she use to go to my appointments with me which was one of my worst ideas knowing her. It gave him room to ask me personal biased af questions like why don't u just stop having sex?! Like what?! (There was nothing wrong with me or anything, just bc I am sexually active and got tested of course cause that's responsible he tells me this) Or just giving me his personal opinion on things that I do that don't have to do with me not being safe or something serious that would cause me harm it's more of what he thinks I should do based on stereotypes and traditional expectations. I'm so worried he will tell me I can't continue my meds because of the way he practices medicine. Going through wheezing and trying to figure out the insurance stuff and going to the hospital and having panick attacks and trying different meds until I finally got the right kind but STILL having more issues with getting the meds just made me treasure breathing alot more and since I know these meds work for me I just feel so eager to argue with him like at the end of the day I will be the one wheezing without the medication, sleeping uncomfortably or not at all not him but bc of his views I might have to just deal with it?? It was so scary and I'm so afraid and I'm also even more stressed bc OF COURSE I'm going to change the doctor bc it's not the kind of doctor I'm personally looking for and that's again more issues could rise from that... Idk of anything to tell myself that could make me feel like I have control... ik I can tell him I'm uncomfortable with something or won't do it but I seriously don't know if thats enough because of his practices and personal opinions. My appointment is tomorrow with him
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I feel like I am going into deep depression and I want help
Depression Support / by generousBunny8841
Last post
 October 16th, 2021
...See more Hi I noticed I go through cycles with my depression.i talked to my therapist about this too and he told me if I am depressed to be out and with other people. For me, there are some signs of it before it is full deep depression and that's the time when I feel like I have a small chance to make some differences to make me atleast not go into a deep depression. I have noticed lately that I am in the window of having signs of going into a deep depression. My question is does anyone else feel this way and what do u do?
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I just want to get something off my chest and I have a question about it
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by generousBunny8841
Last post
 October 27th, 2021
...See more I have had many conversations with my boyfriend about my sexuality and what we wanted to do. Stay together or not and long story short I'm unhappy at my house(s) because my family is not really like a "family". Everyone is distant and I feel like I have to watch everything I do or someone will get upset over small things... so I live with my boyfriend and if we broke up I would have to move to a family's house where they are also not accepting of queerness if I were to come out to them. I hate the word "phase" because it seems invalidating but Idk if it's just me. Ever since I came out to myself and my bf I saw people differently. I started thinking about my crushes like actual ones not ones I forced myself to like and it scares me bc I'm so excited to date, flirt or just express myself so proudly that I am queer and I want to date a woman. I've talked to my bf about all this and we talked about our boundaries and things he's comfortable with and basically he said he's fine with me watching cam girls and porn and I felt like that was enough for me too but if it's not I'm so so scared of leaving him I feel like it would be ripping a part of me away because we've been together for four years and we are so close. Is this just what happens after coming out to yourself? Being excited and wanting to date and explore? Does it go away? Also if there is any advice on how to cope with a, what will be, an emotionally traumatic break up while being queer in a non accepting household?
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