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Perhaps have a website discussion or internet/geeks forum?
Site Updates / by generousPlum9245
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 December 11th, 2016
...See more Was just thinking how cool it would be to share links or talk about websites and that, not sure if everyone wants this or if its pointless but just thought it might open up and get more geeks in lol,
Having some really bad dreams! [Trigger warning]
Depression Support / by generousPlum9245
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 February 14th, 2015
...See more Hello Ok So This is really hard for me to tell people because its such as bad dream which is constantly recurring every night. I used to be with someone a few years ago and she had a new born baby, things were incredibly stressful and at one point I saw an image of me throwing the baby out the window, I remember freezing for that moment when I was holding him and seeing an image and imagining the reaction of what I had done, then I was thinking no. So Anyway After about 16 months we broke up and its been about a year since I've seen him, (I cant see him because he is not my son) Now I work 6 days a week and rarely take a break but recently for the past month I have been having dreams about him and constant ones, Its hard for me to describe it because it seems so real. I had this dream that he was only a few days old and for some reason I thought it was a good idea to put him in a box and send him off to another country, he wasnt crying when the box was sealed. Then the dream switched and I opened the box and looked at him and punched him, then I was constantly hitting him, strangeling him. And this keeps happening in different forms of dreams, I don't know what to do, during the day I'm fine I go to work as normal socialise but as soon as I go to bed I have this dream,   I suppose I should just ignore it but I guess I should tell someone.
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