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...See more i just joined this app. i’m searching for some advice or any insight. i’m in a relationship of 3 years, we rent a house together and have half a year left on our lease. we have pets together and i thought this was always going to be my life. a few months ago he slapped me. it really mentally effected me as i have been through abuse before, i left and moved in with my mom for a bit. her husband makes me extremely uncomfortable. i do not have the money to move on my own, since i still owe on my current lease nor do i have the credit. i decided to forgive and move back in. all my stuff is in that house with him and i really missed my pets. i thought things would get better, im in therapy. i was optimistic. well, its happened again 4 times now. one time was very violent and i was drug down the hallway by my hair. he’s said things i feel like i can’t move on from. its so out of character for him i feel like im in shock. i’m no saint by any means but putting your hands on the person you “love” crosses the line. i have no clue what to do. he’s been overly nice the last month and keeps telling me i need to move on past all of this and let it go. i feel like i cant move on past this even though it hasn’t happened in a month. i have no friends, at all. i have no family to talk to about this. my mom tells me she doesn’t want to hear about it. i feel like im holding on because the loneliness is paralyzing. i’m just looking for advice, community, just some kind of reassurance.

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