I have so many goals and ambitions for myself. I love to sing and perform on stage. I love to write. When I was still in school, I had a 4.0. Geography and Geology are also two passions of mine. Traveling is super important to me, and I really enjoy hiking and camping. But my disorder keeps me from accomplishing much of anything. I can start tasks, but I can never finish them. I have a really rough time managing my emotions, therefore I am very impulsive and a bit out of control. I have a smoking problem as well as a drug and alcohol problem as of lately. I would like to take control of my life and my emotions. I have already had three suicide attempts, but I don't have the money for therapy to recover from this, so I need all of the help I can get. I really hope that 7cups can help me change my life. I need it, or I will seriously end up dead within the next two years.