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Self-Harm Recovery / by ilovesky505
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 August 1st, 2025
...See more Im only 15 years old. I was supposed to grow up laughing, not flinching. I was supposed to be held, not hurt. To be told, “I’m proud of you,” not left alone in the dark wondering if I mattered. I'm so tired. Tired of all I’ve been through and how I was treated like I didn’t belong. While my sister was the favorite, loved and praised, me and my brother were the ones who got beaten, punches, kicked and ignored. They never saw us the way they saw her. What hurts the most is when my parents told people I was an accident—like I was a mistake they regretted. They said it out loud, proud even, like I was something shameful. I was supposed to have a childhood, not a trauma. Instead, I was just the burden they wished they didn’t have to carry. No one cared how that made me feel. No one saw the pain behind the silence. I’m just so tired of being the forgotten one, the unwanted child who still somehow keeps holding on.
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