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ilovesleepinggg33
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(tw) relapsed and need advice
Self-Harm Recovery / by ilovesleepinggg33
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 June 7th, 2023
...See more I was clean for almost a week but like always I relapsed. The urges always come back and they came back worse than before. Fresh *** scars cover my skin in areas no one could see so I wouldn't get asked "what happened?" I need help I need to talk to someone about it but i can't. I'm scared they'll think I'm some sort of unstable freak . I have no one who can help me I have to go through this all alone is the worst part. I just wanna stop but I can’t.
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Self-Harm Recovery / by ilovesleepinggg33
Last post
 June 7th, 2023
...See more I started self harm when i was like 8 or 9 it used to be simple pinching or scratching on my arms but over the year's it got worse. Fights with my parents, getting bullied, abuse both mentally and physically and more. At the age 11 I found the comfort in using the blade on my wrists. That bn was a few year's ago and I still haven't stopped. The scars spread to multiple parts of my body my thighs, my wrist my shoulders my chest my stomach my hand. Scars cover my body and my clothes cover the scars. Scars no one knows about. My parents say I can't keep secrets but I've been keeping this secret for year's on year's. This month has been the hardest. New fresh cuts cover my body every day. It's a comforting feeling for a while but then it's just pain. Once you start you can never stop.
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