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I am confused and scared
Depression Support / by imaginativePal3353
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 February 19th, 2022
...See more Umm Hi. I don't really see myself happy in the future. I am a very caring and loving person I guess. Had a lot of issues as a kid but dealt with it all along and I was okay still found ways ro be happy. I was a single child but my parents used ro fight a lot I had to beg them and force my mother to go to another room and used ro lock the door it was really scary. Still I had friends didn't really told them anything but I was happy and always hoped not to end up like my parents. When I was 10 or 11 I came to know my mother was talking to another man I was a child but still understood what was happening. I used to stay awake all night and watch her chat. Never told anybody about it because I knew it would break my family still haven't after all these years. And almost every girl has been sexually harassed as a child or an adult. It's a bitter truth. Because of all of this I never wanted a relationship. Friends left they broke my trust. I grew up and I believe I'm a really mature 18 year old now. But 2 years back someone came in my life and cared. I didn't fall for it right away I waited and when I felt it was genuine I said yes to the relationship. I was really happy to have someone who genuinely cared about me and loved me like I did. I trusted him with everything all the things I never told a soul I told him. He was there for me but suddenly two months back he stopped caring. I was sick at the start of this year and he didn't care at all. When I told him I can't save the relationship alone now he said he doesn't want to talk about it. I really cared about him but I had to end it as it was hurting me a lot. He threw everything like it meant nothing. And now it hurts really bad Idk what to do. I was confused about it whether we broke up or not because I thought I have to wait maybe this is just for some time and he will start caring like he did. I knew his friends and came to know that he was talking to them going out with them he was just not talking to me. So now I'm just scared and confused how can someone suddenly change and not care. Nothing went wrong in our relationship idk what happened. And now I think I can't trust anyone and have lost hope that I will be ever happy again and will end up just like my mother. I can't picture myself happy in future. Being cared or being happy seems impossible rn
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