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independentHemlock16
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I lost my only friend. He says im crazy and hes scared of me.
Personality Disorders Support / by independentHemlock16
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 August 12th, 2015
...See more 3 months ago my only friend stopped talking to me while I was depressed and I flipped out and now he doesn't want to be my friend anymore. I didn't know for sure till just a little while ago when i convinced someone to talk to him for me and I can't handle what he said. He said "nothing happened, he's just crazy. His obsession is scary and I don't want to be his friend anymore. I removed him a long time ago and he kept emailing me and messaging me." I was trying to be normal because I really like him. He is the best friend I've ever had and now I lost him forever. It sucks so much. I will never meet someone like him again. It hurts so much and I've been sick of hurting for so long. I was trying so hard to be normal because I was so lonely for so long and he was everything I wanted from a friend. I still want to try to get him to talk to me but I know he wont and it will just make it worse. I don't know what to do. I miss him and I'm not scary. I don't want to be crazy, I'm just lonely. I was trying. I tried so hard to be a good friend...
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