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...See more He is my first priority: I only have notifications on for him, when I check my phone the first thing I do is check any messages or posts from him, I stay up til 2am for the chance to get to talk to him with the time difference. I know he's busy with school and everything. He lives a very balanced life: enjoying his friends, family and me while doing his academics and any clubs or other obligations. If I haven't heard from him in a few hours I feel sick to my stomach, especially when I see he's been active on socials. I feel dejected because I'm always putting him first, but maybe I shouldn't be. Maybe I need a more balanced life. Maybe it's tired to my insecurity in the relationship and feeling like I need to hang on tight so he never finds someone better and leaves. I feel like a burden, sending so many messages throughout the day, but I can't stop myself. I want to hold off and see how much he would message me or reach out without me so actively talking to him but maybe I don't want to give him the chance to show me anything negative.

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