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Personality Disorders Support / by intellectualCurrent1663
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 September 15th, 2024
...See more Hi. I'm a 19-year-old female. I've been struggling with BPD for a long time, but I was diagnosed two months ago. I'm having a hard time expressing my feelings and emotions. I can't even share them with my close ones. Because of this, I lost my friendship three days ago (my only best friend). Now I'm struggling even more because of it. I've hurt my loved ones in anger, and I can't control it. I keep getting suicidal thoughts. I don't know what to do. I've completely isolated myself. I even wrote a metaphor to express how I feel. The Unseen Prison Imagine you're in a crowded, noisy room. You're standing in front of a door that leads to a glass room, but only you can see it. Inside, there's someone punching the glass walls, saying, 'Hear me. Let me out.' She's begging to be freed, and you can hear her clearly. Sometimes she even says, 'Wake up, girl, wake up.' You can feel her punches and hear her voice, but you still ignore her. You want to let her out, but you don't know how. When you try to tell others, they just laugh at you and say there's no glass room. Their words make the glass even stronger. What can i ask for?? Ahh...🙃
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