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...See more It’s like the world is grabbing me and playing me like a puppet. I don’t think i’m a bad kid, or raised wrong. It’s just the sinking feeling that there’s nothing for me in the future. No light at the end of my tunnel, I mean would there be any light if i’m really hear right now talking to people who are only hear to make me feel better about myself. I mean great on everyone trying to get better and all but i guess i just don’t deserve this, i feel selfish even reaching out to anyone seeing as i can’t even see what’s wrong with me. And god knows i can’t pay for therapy, seeing as no one has responded to me shows that im just not that type of person to be here. I don’t belong anywhere i have nobody to talk to and the only real friend i have im not even close anymore. I raised myself wrong i guess you know it’s my fault as a kid i didn’t even see me trying to use this app. I don’t do depression my friend sees it as a choice but i don’t feel deppresed anyway there’s no way to even describe the feeling i have and my thoughts. And the fact that my inner voice disappeared makes it so much worse it’s like i can’t talk to anyone not even myself anymore. I really hope this message dosen’t come back to bite my ***. If be the luckiest man alive if someone could tell me what is the real reason i feel nothing and have no one?

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