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ivoryBeechwood6538
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I don't know if I should break up
Relationship Stress / by ivoryBeechwood6538
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 August 26th, 2019
...See more I started dating my boyfriend when I was 14, I loved him still do but sometimes I think I committed too soon. Sometimes I feel there are many things yet to be experienced. It's been 4 years now and I am 18. Lately I've started getting attracted to different guys, I feel guilty but I can't help it. I feel like I should take a break because I am not ready but that would mean I'd have to lose him. And if I do break up it would hurt him and shatter him break him completely. He's very loyal and loving but I don't know if I have changed. I can't imagine living without him but sometimes I feel like starting new. We've had extremely bad fights in the past and he has treated me like shit but now he has changed but those things are still stuck with me. I don't know what to do. I feel like I am cheating on him since I get attracted to other guys.
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How to know whether it's a toxic relationship
Relationship Stress / by ivoryBeechwood6538
Last post
 August 26th, 2019
...See more I've been in a relationship since last 4 years and we both were extremely dedicated to each other which meant we used to not associate or converse with opposite genders much. We stopped talking to our friends and were in our own bubble. Before anyone judges, this was our own decision and we were quite happy about it. However after I joined college I started interacting with guys which hurt my boyfriend a lot. I sometimes feel we should break up in fear that we are toxic for each other. I act the same when he talks to other girls but lately I feel like talking to other guys and I kind of get attracted too. I feel extremely guilty and ashamed of it. There have been instances in the past where he had lied to me and gone out with guys and girls and which deeply affected me especially when I was going through depression. There was a time in the beginning when he used to talk but I wouldn't and he used to not care about me. He treated me poorly and it's still stuck in my head. I feel because of these things I might be feeling like talking and not caring anymore. At the same time k can't see him hurt right now he doesn't talk to any girl except me and I am the one who is talking to guys. It's like a cycle which is repeating. I don't know what to do. I feel very guilty
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