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kailolu22
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Hi friends! I am a 16-year-old girl who is currently struggling with several things such as Bipolar Disorder, ADHD, an ED and more. You are not alone! 

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Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by kailolu22
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 February 26th, 2025
...See more So for background info, I got into smoking weed in early/mid 2022. I was a pretty heavy-duty stoner until March of 2023. I had a pretty traumatic experience with a pen on the 17th of March, 2023. I got laced with other types of hard drugs. After that, I was too anxious and scared to try to smoke weed again, which ended up being my way of quitting. Fast forward to Saturday, Feb 15, 2025 (which was 700 days clean). I was cleaning out my old garage and found a container of the weed that I used to smoke back in 2022/2023. I thought "Oh I'll just throw this out". The next day I was too tempted and broke my 701-day mark. Next month I would have had 2 years clean but I broke it for no good reason. This also ties into Bipolar Disorder, which this aswell as many other examples lately have made me realize I am now Manic again after a very bad depressive episode that I'm really not sure how I made it out of. Anyway, I'm not sure what I'm really searching for within the topic of relapsing, but I thought I could just put this out there and let anyone who wants to reply to it.
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