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Trauma Support / by kiralheart12
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 July 23rd, 2014
...See more Hi everybody who is reading this. i am new here so sorry if i break the rules! anyway i hate beating around the bush so lets get started. i was born on January 11 1999 in Indiana. i was born to a Nigerian​ family and a nice big lovely house. my dad was basically​ a scumbag and made my mom have two miscarriages. i don't remember him being violent and he certainly​ didn't do anything to me and in fact i had only good memories of him before my mom told me how much of a bum he is. my mom eventually​kicked him to the curbed and moved out. okay so here is where it gets choppy. these are the only things i remember after that. 1 we moved around a lot 2 i was all ways made fun of and didn't have any friends during that time 3 i got molested by my moms friends kids at least three to four times on different occasions and me being so young i forget about it and moved on like it was nothing.4 i almost molested another girl without knowing it was wrong because i got curious because i remember​ it being done to me 6 my mom moved me to London where i was physically​ and only once sexual abused by some older girl 7 because of a certin disorder that i will explain later i was a pain in the tuckus and would do some really stupid stuff without fully realizing what i was doing .now here is where i transtion to the next part. because i was such a pain my decided to send me to nigeria to live with her friend and her 8 year old son. this is gonna be hard to write. okay so for a year and a half I THINK i was AGAIN phyiscally abused and mistreeted because she was jelous of me plus her son was picking up bad habits from his friends and she would blame ME! also at one point in time i got malraia but i got cured becuse my mom had enough money to send to cure me. she even said at one point in time that i hate you right to my face. the son would be sexually attracted to me and one point in time tried to have sex with me but i rejected him.....then he tried againg and we didint do but it was sexual( he didnt *ahem* penetrate me) and we made out a bit. please note that i was still very young and was REALLY curios. also this doesnt have anything to do with what i am saying right now but i need to say it cause it did in some way affect me but he would play with his moms nipple while he was asleep. you have no idea how hard it was to type that i feel so disgusted.anyway his mom was a total female dog to me and it sucked. now this is the major part that affects me RIGHT NOW. at one point in time a man came to his mom house to "talk" to her and all i remeber was me and him and her son besides him and he fondled my nipples.. anyway i eventually​ told my mom that the woman was mistreating me ( i didn't tell her about THAT because I forgot.. i didn't suppress it i just forgot) and she sent me to these wonderful couple that made my life amazing. the husband and wife was sooo in love. also the husband had a car. A CAR. if you ever lived in Nigeria you would understand my excitement. anyway that was one of most happiest memory ever in my life.eventlly i came back to the U.S.A and because of the malaria i lost a lot of weight seriously my mom thought i was anorexic. i remember i told her about me getting molested in Nigeria and in London but today she only Acknowleges the London and even then she thinks i made it up in my mind. anyway the trip to Nigeria did not work because i was STILL a pain in the Gluteus Maximus​. eventually my school forced my mom to go the a doctor. there she learned that i have adhd. im not gonna explain it so please search it up yourself. i evently got put on the HORRIBLE medication concerta. the side affects made me lose my apetite and i was losing weight fast. the medicine also made my head feel cloudy or foggy... after that all i remeber is me my mom and her new boyfriend move to a place called upper darby. also i just remmeber that at one point in time my mom played with his nipple RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GYJMFGJHJKGGYJKFHJFYJKFYJHGUKLFUFDRYTUHEWREYRDRGDSESREQWXws5d43aqd5ddst4rs334def564dft6fc546xu5 .  sorry i just had a mini meltdown. anyway i enrolled in a school there and to sum up my life in upper darby it was complete and utter HM77!( didnt know if typing h!ll was allowed so ya) my schooling was horrible and the boyfriend was a douche to me.i almost killed my self while i was in elmentry school there. i didnt even have a single friend and every day people would say mean things to me. they didnt even touch me becuase they thought i had a disease not because of my adhd just because they are idiots. i told my mom and the school adminstration about the bullying so much that the school would just ignore me and my mom told me to stop telling her about me being bullied. those days just...they just sucked. but eventlly we moved this time without the boyfriend and it got better. but its not over yet there is still a sequel to my story.
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