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lanyard
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PathStep 6 Compassion hearts248 Forum posts9 Forum upvotes19 Current upvotes19 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2025 Member sinceDecember 18, 2020
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i want to disappear
Depression Support / by lanyard
Last post
 August 29th, 2024
...See more but not in suicidal kinda way
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sometimes i just want to disappear
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by lanyard
Last post
 July 31st, 2022
...See more im married but lately i began to wonder if this is what i want in life. i have a wonderful husband. he really is. is just that, i dont know if i love him. do you ever look at someone who is supposed to be your soulmate and feel nothing? i feel selfish bc i cant love him the way i should, and at the same time i dont want to leave him. to make things more complicated, my attraction to women is raging these past few years and sometimes i really want to explore more on that. i also considered myself quite religious and all these issues had been affecting my life like alot lately and it gets to the point where i wish i could just disappear
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