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laubrown1
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I miss my childhood.
Journals & Diaries / by laubrown1
Last post
 December 8th, 2016
...See more I miss my childhood. I miss where I was young, naive, and carefree. I miss when I didn't care what others thought of me. I miss where we were all friends and didn't judge each other. I miss where I believed in Santa Claus and the Tooth Fairy. I miss not knowing about the true horrors of the world. I miss loving human beings. I miss believing in monsters. Now, I see human beings as the monsters. I see why Peter Pan didn't want to grow up. 
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I stop eating for long periods of time.
Eating Disorder Support / by laubrown1
Last post
 April 25th, 2016
...See more I wrote this awhile ago:  I'm skinny, but recently I've been gaining weight due to eating unhealthy stuff and eating a lot due to stress. I recently visited my older sister and she slapped me on my thighs as I was getting ready to sit down near her and she told me "Oooh, girl! You are getting thick. What have you been doing?" Since then, I have been starving myself for long periods of time and only eating certain foods to stay skinny. I've lost that extra weight that she commented on. In my mind, "thick" means "fat". Skinny girls and models are desirable in the media and are worshipped. I've noticed during that time where I had all that extra weight, my mom and my older sister wouldn't compliment me as much as they used to whenever I was skinny. It's almost like they didn't want to be around me. It's like they were almost disgusted I was gaining weight.
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