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lavenderFarm1576
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Relationship Stress / by lavenderFarm1576
Last post
 September 7th, 2024
...See more I just don't have sane ppl around me to talk to hence why I am here.....this isn't smth serious just 14 year old love problems..... I liked a guy last year in 9th grade let's call him Fred. So Fred s a really good looking guy enjoys his life to the fullest and plays football(soccer) u can see why I like him.the problem is we never talked more than 2 sentences and I've liked him for 2 years this year being the second year.so I first noticed him when I wanted an English newspaper in the library(there's only 1 english newspaper and rest all our Malayalam..i cabt read Malayalam)and I said out loud oh Where's the english newspaper I wasnt asking him just talking to myself and then he just turned around and gave it to me and we made eye contact and his eyes were just deep and cute and I just remember his eyes I remember looking in his eyes for a sec I was lost in there probably made me look like a weirdo.ik this is getting long im so sorry u can skip some parts if u like I've never talked abt this..and then I started noticing him more in our class Like idek if I was staring at him or not and I accidentally made eye contact with him and then for the entire year i won't be even looking at him(im trying my best not to) and like im just walking here and I suddenly look to the right and I make eye contact with him .I walk with my head up so if there is a person standing across me i make eye contact without even meaning to and this happened to me with alot of strangers and some people ik and it was never weird or anything just accidental eye contact sometimes i would give the akward smile thats it but I have never made this much eye contact with the same person it was like once or twice a day for 365 days.we did talk like little bit like its not even talking yk hed ask me the answer to smth like that but i nver could utter a word to him cuz i was afraid id say smth wrong and i didnt want my friends to ship me and stuff but i really liked him.and then moving onto his year we are in different classes it's a small school so I do see him here and there(I love it) but there wasn't any kind of interaction between us like no eye contact no talking obvi and I didn't forger him but maybe halfway forget but then recently I was walking across the halway and made eye contact .what if he thinks I'm a creep I am not ..and yk it's common in our school to follow ppl from ur class even if ur not close to them but didn't follow me back I followed him two times so like he probably thinks I'm a weirdo and I probably am but I just can't talk to him like in my area there's not much dating culture or talking to the oppo8sex culture so I don't want approach him first cuz then obvi my friends notice cuz im an introvert I can't even talk to girls but I t wouldn't be weird for him to approach him he's an extrovert and he has female friends I don't have any male friends and now I eneded up creeping my crush out if anyone has any advice or just to help understand the situation please help
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Relationship Stress / by lavenderFarm1576
Last post
 September 2nd, 2024
...See more I just don't have sane ppl around me to talk to hence why I am here.....this isn't smth serious just 14 year old love problems..... I liked a guy last year in 9th grade let's call him Fred. So Fred s a really good looking guy enjoys his life to the fullest and plays football(soccer) u can see why I like him.the problem is we never talked more than 2 sentences and I've liked him for 2 years this year being the second year.so I first noticed him when I wanted an English newspaper in the library(there's only 1 english newspaper and rest all our Malayalam..i cabt read Malayalam)and I said out loud oh Where's the english newspaper I wasnt asking him just talking to myself and then he just turned around and gave it to me and we made eye contact and his eyes were just deep and cute and I just remember his eyes I remember looking in his eyes for a sec I was lost in there probably made me look like a weirdo.ik this is getting long im so sorry u can skip some parts if u like I've never talked abt this..and then I started noticing him more in our class Like idek if I was staring at him or not and I accidentally made eye contact with him and then for the entire year i won't be even looking at him(im trying my best not to) and like im just walking here and I suddenly look to the right and I make eye contact with him .I walk with my head up so if there is a person standing across me i make eye contact without even meaning to and this happened to me with alot of strangers and some people ik and it was never weird or anything just accidental eye contact sometimes i would give the akward smile thats it but I have never made this much eye contact with the same person it was like once or twice a day for 365 days.we did talk like little bit like its not even talking yk hed ask me the answer to smth like that but i nver could utter a word to him cuz i was afraid id say smth wrong and i didnt want my friends to ship me and stuff but i really liked him.and then moving onto his year we are in different classes it's a small school so I do see him here and there(I love it) but there wasn't any kind of interaction between us like no eye contact no talking obvi and I didn't forger him but maybe halfway forget but then recently I was walking across the halway and made eye contact .what if he thinks I'm a creep I am not ..and yk it's common in our school to follow ppl from ur class even if ur not close to them but didn't follow me back I followed him two times so like he probably thinks I'm a weirdo and I probably am but I just can't talk to him like in my area there's not much dating culture or talking to the oppo8sex culture so I don't want approach him first cuz then obvi my friends notice cuz im an introvert I can't even talk to girls but I t wouldn't be weird for him to approach him he's an extrovert and he has female friends I don't have any male friends and now I eneded up creeping my crush out if anyone has any advice or just to help understand the situation please help
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