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Depressed for being myself. I'd appreciate any help/opinion
Depression Support / by limeCar9479
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 October 23rd, 2022
...See more I'm an introvert I've been lonely my entire life, now after trying to know some girls (because I want a partner so bad due to my loneliness and high sex drive). They all didn't like my personality and kink-shamed me. All I did is being myself. I've seen many people online claim it's best to be yourself in order to have a good relationship and find the right partner but this isn't true in my case and it's making me very suicidal. For instance, I've finally found this girl two weeks ago after abusing 4 dating apps. We had a successful first date because I didn't act like myself. She agreed to live with me. Told her she must pay half of the expenses and gave her a written list of rules she must follow. She was surprised but she agreed also. I've asked her to call me daddy instead of my real name because I feel responsible and loved that way, she didn't like it at first but then did for me. Things got bad when I felt comfortable with her. I wanted se* so bad but she only agreed on kissing. I loved her SOO much and I loved everything in her. At night as an act of appreciation for her and pleasure for me. When she falls asleep I try to go down and put my face near her private parts in order to get that amazing scent from her. It calms me down, helps me self- pleasure and eventually have the most peaceful sleep a human could get. Unfortunately she didn't like that once she found out and decided it was enough. I begged her to stay but she said I'm a creep and I deserve death. That broke me even more. Couldn't understand why she even did all of that. I'm still surprised of her reaction. Now I'm alone again,. heart broken, desperate and depressed.
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I need help. I fear persecution...
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by limeCar9479
Last post
 May 30th, 2022
...See more Hi, I'm bisexual. I've always had problems living with it in my country because people are homophobic and religious. I left university because some people had seen me holding my boyfriend's hand that's when they discovered I wasn't straight. I got attacked after that (someone hit me with a stone) and I felt threatened. They also might have taken photos of me and that makes me more afraid because The cops can come in anytime and get me (Jail me and torture me, they have no empathy, especially for LGBTQ people) Now I have no life here.. my family has the same mentality as the society and I've lied to them about staying home so they won't react and hurt me. I barely get out of my house since then. Tried to suici** many times. Now I managed to get some money and I am thinking about asking for asylum in the US. that's the only thing that would save the rest of my life. I'm not sure If I will be able to take a VISA, but I will try my best. the problem is even If I reach the US I won't have enough money to eat or settle and wait for my asylum trial. I decided to give 7 cups a try. Anyone from the US could offer me some help to get through this? Any ideas?
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