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TW: SEXUAL ABUSE
Trauma Support / by littlesadcutebunny
Last post
 December 9th, 2017
...See more This story is a little long, so if the subject abuse doesn't trigger or hurt you personaly, I NEED you to read all of it carefully. My name is G, I'm a 19 yo girl. When I was 15 I went to a party at my ex's house (at that time we were already apart), let's call him P. P and I kissed, and later I kissed his friend L. Everyone had drank tequila that night. P invited me to his room and L wanted to avoid it bc he knew P was messing with my feelings (so did I), so he held that door, and later decided to go in with us, so P and L wanted a threesome with me, something that I DIDN'T agree with and I said that very clearly, they ignored it and kept kissing me (that night I was amazed by the idea of having s*x with P, but I really wanted L to go away, I was bothered by his presence), mostly L, and even that I said no several times and tried to get myself out of a situatuion that was making me feel uncomfortable, when they saw I didn't want both of them, they turned off the light, put me in bed and gave me oral s*x when I made it clear I didn't want that, but I was nervous they would think I was a bore (remember please that I was 15 years old) and I pretended I was enjoying it. when the oral thing was over my ex P went outside the room for a cigarette, and since there was only me and L at the room I said one more time that I wanted him to leave, he said he was only trying to protect me from having my feeling hurt for P and left angry. P came back and we had s*x (by what I remember now, I was drunk but still conscious, but the wasn't sober either I guess, I couldn't tell), what I didn't know is that he told his male friends to watch while we had s*x from the other side of the door. I feel ashamed when I think about it, months later these guys kept making jokes about my body and about what happened. When I think of it I wonder if it was abuse or if I'm crazy, cause i feel used and abused. Did P abuse me? Did L abuse me? I neep a third opinion hear because I don't even know what to think anymore. I'm scared that if I say that I was abused and tell my story people will call me a attention seeker and a liar, mostly because one of the two guys have lots of friends in my city. I need your advice sorry about any grammar mistakes, i'm feeling really weird
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im so scared
Disability Support / by littlesadcutebunny
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 October 2nd, 2016
...See more i was always mentally unstable, i had to live with depression for a long time, i was getting better, but now im only getting worse, i may have leukemia but since idk yet my brain just won't let me sleep and everything hurts in and outside and i just wanted to relax and to be okay
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Let's talk about abusive relationships
Trauma Support / by littlesadcutebunny
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 December 3rd, 2015
...See more unfortunately lots of girls have already gone through abusive relationships I want to use this space for us to talk about our experiences with abusive relationships, together we are stronger!
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am I a bad person?
Depression Support / by littlesadcutebunny
Last post
 October 14th, 2015
...See more my dad called me today saying that my grandparents were upset and sad because I never call them, but we aren't close so I don't feel the need, now his hole family thinks I'm selfish and I feel like a bad person bc I'm actually very closed and cold and don't need or want other people around I hate myself
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