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...See more So yeah I'm still really hurt . I just can't believe it's 4 years and he doesn't even check in to see how I am. And his mom texted me saying he wants to forget everything get his life back and he took me off the list to call and also wants to just start fresh. But how the hell are you going to propose and have so much empathy to loving me and then get upset about me getting mad about you sending a letter to ur ex that where over just proved my point he can't get over her. Like Why . Why why why does she have any bissnus knowing that?;and you are mad at me about being what?;paranoid and not trusting.... Like WTF u just wanted to marry me and you are still lieng after all being excited about changing and sorry about the pain and not change 1 single hair about his actions. I'm so confused. Doesn't even call And his ex even texted on FB basically blocked you from everyone no one cares anymore and I didn't read all of it cause it would have destroyed me. But all my assumptions where right he was going to end up with her. It feels like because she left him at the start and I never left I always stayed no matter how bad I got beat down and how stupid I would look Infront of everyone cause it's clearly mental abuse he does and I stuck with it cause I see him from the first few months and just hope where just stressed and he and I would figure it out and what.?;he just jumps to her as soon I'm gone but can talk to her when he was dating me so what? He's more loyal to her? Everything he said was a fraud I don't get it I guess he just gave up cause he was guilty and made it to be that way... Like woah... Hold up. You call me and claim u want to marry me and a new born christian and see that you where an idiot and want to change because of the bible making you a man . And you are so sorry and love me so ok writes me something cute in the mail with a drawing of me and him getting married. But then gets angry and upset that I don't trust him so he admits that he wrote her and said that we broke up.... (Why t IF WHE IS NOT REVALANT TO OUR LIFE ANYMORE OR WHAT WE TALK AND DO AND OUR BUSSNUS) ANY OF HER CINCERN???that shattered me because he stops calling for two days after I told h off and then tels me this two days later and since then I haven't heard . But he claims he loves me and wants to marry me when he gets out.... How do you get from that to. Okay well I'm a lieng asshole and still talking to her and I'm done with you byebye 4 years and oops proposal fail bye bye memories. aArw you kidding ?? I'm so borken he has always made me out to be the bad guy even when he clearly did wrong and just be mad and minipulate it and be over emotional about w.e he can say that makes him look inofent he took advantage of me cause I was a dead drunk hopeless fool desprete for a home and a lover and I had that with him I loved his person and the way he looked I loved that he was just so silly and a match to my personality and their was never any okawardness it was just peanut and jelly and I hate that he doesn't love me back how could u claim that but do all this

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