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...See more Yea 8 years and now i can see gow stupid and how much of a dam fool i been. Thought it was love. Happily ever afters are not for everyone and thats something i have to accept. So i just wish he would get the hell on. My spirit is so loyal and loving that i dont want to put him on the streets but dam. Im tired of being hurt and talked to any kinda of way. Im tired of crying at night. Im tired of trying my best to keep things smooth and together. He dont do shit. He work and thats it but tells co workers how he met me and my kids and i had 3 jobs. Like ge was superman and i was a charity case. Emotional abuse is real. Been dealing with it for a couple years now making excuses for him. But tonight he really just topped it off. Told me he cant love me anymore or dance with me to a love song cause im not black. Wow and im the only realest loyal woman ever came into your life. Never treated you wrong. But i been a dam fool over you. Never cheated that i know of. Tried but you onow im on it. So he backed out. Im not stupid. This aint my first go round. But dam this was my first deep spirtual love and you showed the same the first 4 years. Now. You been mf punk. I dont deserve it but why do i still wanna be nice and caring. Sometimes i wish my spirit and heart wasnt so loving. I wouldnt be ib so much pain if i wasnt. Dont yall agree?

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